people do change, the impossible is happening.
im gonna shut this place off soon, i want to delete everything away.
i don't think i'm gonna look back here, the best and worst are well kept in my mind and heart.
it's safe within myself.
one day when i'm gone, i wonder what's gonna happen.
will the people that means something to me be missing or be sad for me?
read an article on suicide and that article is a rough illustration of how's thing will do.
I think my existence may not matter.
i wish i can have a huge sum of money for my parents and bro more than enough for their life time and i can leave here.
i'm just a burden and going nowhere.
My skin is giving me problem after another, it start to itch again.
i don't want to resort to going to dermatologist clinic and get the pills again.
but it itch like hell. i feel like ripping my skin off. god damn marks and scratch over my skin.
eczema is acting up on my scalp and shoulder and back.
feeling really hopeless about it.
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