Damn it, i cant sleep again.
Heading to jb with the girls later on , have to wake up at 8 and leave home by 8.30.
Was browsing through the photos in my fb album then at bff's fb album.
wts last time when i smile n take photo my face wasnt so round.
15-18 , i grew fatter but still maintain at 42kg. Drop till 37/38kg during 19 y/o period for about 4 mths. Even since i met the clique , my weight grew back normal.
Ever since R. Is in my life i dont even dare to measure it. I feel fat but yet blessed , he wont make me feel hungry and always buy for me or bring me to eat the things i want.
i wanna slim down , if not i will only grow fatter and fatter , probably another reason due to when i was younger i dont spent much on food or probably i dun really eat out.
Now i spent so much on food /snacks , for shoppi g i think i really think alot of times before i purchase it.totally opposite when i was toinger...
hmm.. sounds old when i mention " when i was younger.." , well..
cant wait for friday , i miss my babyboy so much.
4 hours left to sleep, goodnight!