i don't know what's the problem with me , i have zero patience at all.
I get piss off when i wait , i don't like to wait. 5 mins max and i feel like just leaving and get home.
i feel worst if i'm hungry .
i don't like this,  probably i'm just sick of waiting .
There used to be a duration of 4 fucking years i been waiting , walking around , supermarkets, shops, everywhere just to wait .
i just don't like it because it makes me feel unappreciated , in my mind was " why the fuck i have to wait? "
i guess only those who experience will truly know how i feel.

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On a side note, i feel that i don't have anything to wear but i'm just back from my trip , i couldn't be bother to pack up my clothes, i can't find the clothes i want. one pile and one pile in each boxes . :(
i wanna go shopping.
i miss shopping.
i feel i'm so much shopping deprived.

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