Sometimes i wish..

Went to the s.e.a aquarium last saturday with R. , it was fun .
somebody in the office told me , they just spent 15mins to finish everything, but no.
we stayed quite long , love the dolphin , crabs , colourful fishes , jellyfish and mud skipper.
Been spenting at least 3 days together per week, except this week due to his work.
speaking of that, i hope everything will go on smoothly for the last 2 days , my poor boy staying alone at his friend's rented room in the east.

i'm thankful to this boy, whom made the effort to not to sleep and stay awake till morning and send me to school, because he's afraid that i will not be heading to school for class.
it's not easy, it's very early , he have to travel to my place > school , stay till first break to eat with me > home.
he tried his best to keep me company as much as he could.
Also, he try to make me happy , do anything to make me happy and anything to make me feel comfortable and care about my well being.

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Anyway happy black friday, love black friday because it means sales.
especially the US site will have 20-50% sales, forever21 have sales + 50% off sales items but sadly all i only ordered one item.
Been to the local stores like f21,h&m etc. but haven't been buying any clothes lately... i couldn't bear to spent.
i don't know why i could with food and on cabbing.
for at least 2 weeks in a row, i have been cabbing at least 4 days per week.
i feel really sad when i wanted to get something but it's either too expensive or no size. :(
i wish i have more $ now, because kate spade are having a 50% sales, i couldn't spent $xxx , it almost half of what i earned every month from internship, that pathetic amount.
i can't imagine days after internship, gonna be so damn broke being jobless.

can't wait for christmas, love christmas and year end, walking on the street or by somewhere with pretty lighting or view , be it crowded or empty.
not looking forward to new year because every single year, it just worst than another day.


As i grow up, i hate to travel, travel to town, it just plain torture, i couldn't be bother to be in the crowd.
but sometimes i wanted to be in the crowd with someone close enough , to feel safe with , it made me feels good. i feel good that way, i don't know why , maybe i am just weird. Sometimes, i like to be at somewhere quiet with a good view , or maybe stay home. i grew to be more alone, i can handle thing alone more.
i don't know that is independent or in a bad way , lonely.
i miss having fun.

can't wait for 2 and 12 dec, starbucks having 1-for-1 drinks , been refraining from starbucks for quite some time, the christmas are my ultimate favourite, i wish they stay in the menu throughout the year though.

anyway happy weekend everyone! :)