you can't expect everybody to be the same, to do the same as the other somebody.
Each and everyone are unique and special in their own way or one another.
Some seems tough , some seems weak , but remember not to judge anyone based on your past experience.
Don't judge before you really know that somebody , learn what he/she has been through , how much he/she has been through to what he/she is today .
Don't think that somebody is the same as the person in the past who hurt you , learn to trust , learn to slowly open up and learn about that someone , use your heart to feel .
Don't miss out that somebody , don't repeatedly mention how bad you're , don't just say , do something .
Make some changes, improve yourself , there is always a solution to a problem  , plan your time , activities.
Things will definitely be better , be positive , smile when you think you can't do it , motivate yourself.
Everyone need that somebody to keep you going , somebody that is able to make you happy , brings out the best in you , somebody that you feel comfortable with , somebody that don't judge you and like it the way it is , and always be there.
Don't miss out he/she , the percentage in meeting someone in a million is hard , what's more if you meet that someone , don't miss your chance , cherish he/she .
When he/she come , you will know it , that the one , no matter one be it he/she hurt you or make you happy, be it things might not turn out to what you expect it to be , you must make your best effort.
If you don't put your effort in whatever you do , don't expect things to work.
Think , he/she is he/she is worth it for you to work hard to make he/she happy , that one of the example.
Well , things always happen unexpectedly , you can't expect things to be perfect and goes like it's planned right? When there is ups there is sure some "down" time , don't because of a small mistake you let go of he/she , think back of how much you enjoy each other company, how much you have been through with , that somebody is there , don't give up . Compromise .
Things falls apart of one of the party starts to not give a damn , things always starts small.

i learnt my lesson , i miss out one guy in my life, miss out certain friends in my poly life, they were good to me. i didn't weigh the importance of them till i lose them.

well , of cause i'm glad that i have R. now :')
It's gonna be a year soon since i met R. , he makes me happy and always been here.

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this sat. i'll be officially free from FYP.
evaluation this sat. morning , i'm so nervous and anxious about it.
god bless me :(