woke up to send some job application again , i really don't want to work on weekends because i have 8.30 classes on mondays....  plus it's like already june and fyp things are due in mid july.
i feel like a fucking burden to myself .
when things are picking up for me for my fyp and studies, some things gonna pull me down.
how long can i endure, how strong can i be, how long can i stay positive without losing hope believing things will be fine soon? i'm trying very hard to stay happy and positive as long as i could.

maybe i'm missing my dose of 2 broke girls / himym / glee and wgm global.

things are going to be fine , i must be optimistic .

finally able to meet R. after so long , last week of holiday next week.
just hope i could spent as much time as i could with him.