Today's is the latest time that i reach school for lesson , was late for almost an hour. If i wasn't late , i think i can get better grade. The fuck up cab ride which jam like shit , heavy rain , paid the cab ride with all the cash i had with me . it cost almost $8 more than the usual amount i paid for , imagine how bad the jam was.

Weekend is coming and holiday is coming next week , 2 weeks of fyp meetings again , i haven't touch on my log book , online meeting records and my report . i have my first A from EHS last friday , i feel so motivated to head to school everything i see A, so give me more A so i can be more motivated okay ? :D
I can't wait to get over fyp , it's due in july , fucking hate rushing for dateline when the fucking school 's machine keep having stupid maintenance and doesn't have empty slot to book, so how are suppose to finish up when everything we need is always unavailable, ran out, machine down , how to do our fucking fyp? fuck up shit. heard from the clique , internship is no way better. year 3 is so tough , life is so tough . :(

My trouble and my problems are all just a small pinky as compared to others misery like their health, my naggy mentor keep nagging at me asking me not to give up on myself, not to give up on all these shit since i have started i should be doing it well . fucking fyp better don't pull down my GPA , speaking of mentor, i still need to finish amending my resume , fucking hell . fuck this life of mine.

fyp = burden
holidays coming = Ut coming.

meet R. yesterday for dinner and today as class ended early :)

i love you more than anything else, just the way you are.
you are one of the important person in my life now. 
blessed and lucky to have you here with me.
No regret knowing you , no regret going out with you.
Hope you feel better soon :)
Thank you for making me happy and smile , ensuring that i don't feel hungry , ensure i feel comfortable , ensure i have money to eat, ensure that i still love you ,  asking those question repeatedly whenever you met me, give me assurance , make sure i'm safe , care for me. Thank you for everything <3