"perfect" days.

one problem after another , life got worst and worst.
i'm thankfully that i have R , bff , close friends there for me through all these.
i really hope things could get better , it's so hard , tough living in Singapore.
What i learnt from all these was " There's no perfect days " ,
i just need to be strong , i just hope i don't starve through the next few months or maybe take this chance to diet .
I need a job , i still want to go on a getaway during the upcoming semester break.  i promise myself i need to work hard to make it happen.
I hate the feeling that i can't eat whatever i want anymore, unless i have my own income and i have to make it happen.
This semester is going to be tough ....
Or maybe this is another point in my life that is undergoing changes ...
All i could do i to pray for everyone that is important to me and part of my life to be safe and sound, to be healthy , and to be strong no matter what obstacles he/she meet.

Three rules of life that one of my friend told me today .

1. if you do not go after what you want, you will never have it
2. if you do not ask, the answer will be forever a "no"
3. if you do not step forward, you will forever be in the same place.

i guess this helps me alot.

Thank you for the home-cooked lunch today , i love it.
Thank you for doing simple things like this to make me happy , i appreciate your effort. :)