sorry i just needed a space for me to rant.

Just when i thought my life is going on well , things has to make me feel piss , things like this got to ruin my happiness.
i'm so fucking pissed with FYP , stupid burden !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
keep clashing with so many things , chalet , medical appointment , jb trip cause they keep having fyp meeting like last minute, they don't bother to ask and discuss and just set a day and assume everyone is free.
as if i'm not part of the team, fuck la ,this is what i'm fucking getting for joining the other track's team.
i can't complain etc, i don't know what i am suppose to do now .
damn it , till now i'm so lost about what is going on with this damn FYP and my fucking logbook is fucking empty!!! this is just the start , i don't know what is going to happen when the semester starts with 4 fucking modules and one burden FYP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK UP  , SO DAMN FUCK UP _|_

Maybe  i'm meant to be a burden to everyone , maybe i'm meant not to have happiness at all.
maybe it's my fault , i felt like a burden to my fyp team , maybe i am just that.
i'm just some nobody / "extra " that go ruin people team .