hey people , i'm back from clique chalet and now i'm blogging at R's place while waiting for him to be home from work because it's a last min thing that he need to go work , even tmr . damn it :(
The whole week has been damn packed and finally i'm able to sleep peacefully here, as i'm quite worried for R. enlistment stuff , it's like drawing near and still no news from him about the error about the deferment and finally it's settled and defer successfully!!!
fucking worried because if he goes NS , idk when i can see him because when he haven't even go NS , he's already busy with so many things and so much things he need to attend to, but most importantly is that it will affect his future, sign on with airforce etc. and i'm so worried that he will be damn upset about this whole thing because i'm really bad at comforting people and to cheer them up. 
i guess this is that's about all i guess ,glad that i'm able to spent so time here with him at least see his face before i sleep and before he went off to work , can't wait for him to be home ! :)